Guess it's been awhile. A long long while.

New album. New song. New dance.
I'm excited OBVIOUSLY. :D
Super Hot is just WAY TOO HOT, OMGOMGOMG. :D


I'm going to RAINIE'S YXTK'S CONCERT! OMG!
16OCTOBER HERE I COME! :D
RAINIE HERE I COME~~~
Can't wait. REALLY CAN'T WAIT.
I've been waiting for this for so long, and FINALLY;
it's coming. She's coming <3

Life's kind of sucks.
How to say. How should I say it.
Sometimes, i wonder what life is all about..
Happiness? Getting the things I want?
Laughing it away? Shopping? Travelling?

I miss many people. I want to see many people.
life is so realistic right. it's like you must pay to see them.
they get your money, you spent away your money.
just for that exchange of glances. winks.
smiles. very very short chats. interactions.

those interactions.. which mean a lot to you.
for a big price. which i think i won't mind.
but. if i'd not love them too deeply,
i'd be a little richer than before. if i'd not.

idk what crap i'm crapping. i'm just..
idk what too. lol.
SS3 in 29th Jan, no words can describe.
I wish to see Ryeo. Please. I want to see him.

“ If it's something that he wants, he will do whatever it takes to get it.”
I love you, Yan. <3

Kay, I owe people a proper post on our Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia trip..




On 18thMar, I met Christella and we roamed AMK Hub.
Before going to Janice's house for stayover.
I swear the stayover was damn fun. We went to KFC for supper.
And Christella forgot that the next morning on the way to a/p. 
HAHAHHAHA. Cuz she totally didn't sleep the night before.
So i guess she's suffering from some.. lagging thing disease.
temporarily:)




Reached there in the morning on 19th March.
We waited for our car for so long please, until everyone pekcek.
But in the end it came, so nothing happened! 


At first I was so worried that that driver will scam us or wdv.
but know what.. I seem to have thought too much into things! 
Typical me. :(
On the way to hotel, we heard dearest FRH on radio!
I was like shit, will we be able to rush to the station in time.
When we haven't even checked in yet! but nevertheless,
we made it in time.






One of their cars somewhere outside the radio station.
We managed to catch them! Whee~~~
I think that was Zun & Calvin's car. can't remember.


They went to eat eat eat after that.



We also went to eat there. Hahahahaha.
We seriously looked like the youngest group of people there.
It's okay, that's why we're special. Lol lol LOL LOL. ><






That's 20th. they were late for like an hour! HAHAHAA.
But we never got tired of waiting:)
The event was good good good! :D 
I couldn't believed i've got the courage to like talk to him pls.
I thought i'd be so damn nervous until won't talk.
But no, i didn't. 


I think i scared dao him with the stitch. 
Sorry ahbu! :/
hahahahhaha. his expression when he was talking to me was totally!!!!!!! 
I almost forgot to give the stitch, but thanks christella for reminding!


6pm's event was like FUCK please. 
We were like lost at first, some idiot security guards also didn't know where was it.
What the. You all first day at work is it! = =
but in the end lucky for us, we reached before they came out.
Was damn hot & a big fan was blocking part of our view.
But, when they came out... NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ANYMORE! <3
Ppl on our side kept calling their names, ya lun/ da dong.
I think our side got more donglun fans~
and yiru. zun very few. his should be the other side. Hahhaha.





Donglun's car during the canon photoshooting @ night.
Hahahhaha yalun & da dong went out of the car to go toilet.
And da dong asked for 4 of us only if we have had our dinner!
We were stunned please~~~ HAHAHAHHAHA. but quite shiok la.
He talked to us randomly le. but okay la, we were calling his names repeatedly.
Lol. LOL. Ahbu's smile @ our direction was PRICELESS! Damn sweeeeeet!
TOTALLY!!! this one everyone has to agree right! :D




Whole trip was really fun and damn cool. 
Oh! And not forgetting the craziest part of us @ Federal Hotel!:D
HAHAHAHA. The funniest part of us revealed there. HAHAHA.
But i saw some things which i shouldn't have seen which kinda spoiled my mood.
Yep shall not talk about it anymore. 
I know ahbu knows her so his reaction to her action was supposed to be expected.


Our drivers were so cool please. they made friends with us. on their own accord.
Haahhaha. one of them asked if he's coming SG can ask us be his tour guides..
Lol, joke sial.:) friendly ttm~








Ending pictures. Tata.

I've watched those videos!! Yes.
Oh my god. They kena hantam those questions like crazy sia. 
I was like so worried, '' oh my god oh my god, why need to like that ask them! ''
But in the end, I see how they reply to those questions,
I was like, '' hmm nicely said. ''
Train them to speak better or train them to know how to think fast also.
I think. Yeap. Maybe it's a good thing. ^^


Yeah. Amazed. But seriously Zun was a bit quiet,
so it's like make people think that the other 3 were trying to help him cover up.
Cos initially I had that kind of feeling. It's worse if i'm not their fan.
I will even more think that wayyy.
But I know la, he's shy so he's not talking much. 
LOL. He's best at eating!! Can non-stop one~ 




A maths paper was difficult! ARGH.
I'm so damn stress even after the paper..
It's like before the paper, I worry for the paper.
After the paper, I worry for the result. 
And this stressful cycle goes on & on.
Till O levels. :( 
Mummy... :(

i wonder who actually reads my blog.
but even if no one's reading it, i'll still blog.
because it's like a private diary to me already.
though there's another private one.


The world is facing so much conflicts every single day.
It's becoming more and more like a habit already. i think.
Okay, so. Why need to hate me for hating your idols?
I just don't like. Means i don't like.
It's so simple. So we're not friends just because,
we've different idols? Laugh out loud man.
Celebrities sometimes even have conflicts among one another.
So do their fans. This is like a cycle.

Imagine.
I dislike your idols. I made comments about them.
You took it as AN INSULT, and scolded me.
With your vulgarities which show how actually polite you're,
and saying that I've no life. I don't understand your idols well enough.
Hm. you can't expect the whole wide world to love your idols?
Then there'll only be YOUR IDOLS which exist.
Accept it, your idols aren't perfect.
If I made comments, this just means that they've more room for improvements.
But you took it so seriously. Yes, I can see how much you idolize them,
by the way you're defending them for yourself/their fans.

If it hurts you so much, IT HURTS ME TOO.
so you know what to say next time?


And I think i was a little immature to scold those people last time.
I admit I did not think before I did that.
From this, I realised that all the things I did then,
was just because I support them and so, positive positive positive.
I understand now. A little better than before.


HAHAH actually nothing has happened. K bye.
CROSS COUNTRY TMR. like we're gna cross Singapore to M'sia.

今天 所看到的 所聽到的 不是那麼的好聽