HAHAHHA I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING FOR 123123123 DAYS~
So here I am.
Mood - Happy, confused, disappointed, angry.
Happy - For some reasons I also don't know why.
Hahaha, probably cuz of someone I'm crushing on. :)
Confused - Till now, still haven't book yet.
Felt a little confused over some stuff. Hai.
Disappointed - Over the various tests results.
I know, I shouldn't be like that.
But come one lah, imagine if you were in my shoes.
Spent crazily how many bucks on tuitions,
yet results not much improvements.
What's more without tuitions??? All fail is it?
Never mind, no one will ever understand though.
Of course I wouldn't want to be sad, no freaking point.
but do i have a choice? i can't control those tears,
those ugly black faces, alrights. blah. stupid shit.
Ever though of how I really felt deep deep down?
Angry - at myself. Hahaha, i'm such a failure though.
To you, it may not be.
But to myself, i am a successful failure.
Complete piece of shit. Yes, that's how I rate myself.
Optimistic? How I wish I could.
Anyw, I love to sing & even though nobody appreciates my voice,
but that doesn't mean that I don't have a right to sing.
As long as I do appreciate my own voice, and enjoy what I'm doing,
that's all that really matter to me, seriously.
I don't really care if anyone even care about it.
Selfish it may seem, but I know many ppl hate me singing.
Even though some ppl say it's nice, cuz maybe they just want to make me happy.
Save it. I had enough of them~
Anyway, who are you to judge how bad/well my voice is?
You aren't some qualified judges, but comments are still okay though. :D
Is not that I mind k, but you should know very well how I would feel.
I feel that you shouldn't stop loving what you love,
just because other people don't support you.
Or other than that, don't appreciate what you love.
It's not important, really.
&btw, next fri gna get back chem test results.
Happy or sad? I'll update on that next time then~
Can't wait for FRH's Yuan Dian's pictorial! HEHE.