I walked past your friends today, you weren't there.
I thought I'll see you somewhere in school, you weren't there.
I hoped to see you going back school during my recess or even aft school,
you weren't there.


So I messaged my friends to help me keep a lookout for you, yes you.
And when I got home, I received 2 SMS-es telling me that they saw you. (!!)
I knew you would go back, though the chances are THAT slim.
Ans yes you did, when I just stepped into my house.

I even asked my clique if they wanna stay in school with me to wait,
but sadly to say, we weren't fated to meet today.

I don't feel sad.
I don't feel like crying.
I don't miss you at all.
These are all lies.
Maybe the truths are what you don't know.
These are not the things that I can control,
I will let nature takes its course,
maybe, someday,
time would change these lies into truths. you'll never know.
and that day, I can finally say I don't care anymore.
knowing that i will never think of you anymore.
that'll be good for me, should be the best way out.
but now, sorry. not achievable.


What hurts you doesn't kill you.
It makes you even stronger than before.
you know, you never failed to make me stronger than before.
that's why I love you more & more~



even though there's her..
but seriously, WHO CARES. At least, I don't.
I know you're happy. so I'll be too!

ANYWAY, :)